Last night I realized something. Its amazing how well someone can think even if teir mouth cant spit out more than a few fluent sentences at a time.
What I realized was that life will never be even close to perfect. Sure, I've known true perfection isnt realistic, but I was always trying to come close. It wasnt until last night that I realized even that wasnt realistic. I have to stop trying to make things better and just have fun.
Have fun my way .
Im always telling people that they need to put themselves first. But in the process, i stopped putting myself first so that they could be happier.
What I've needed is to stop caring about others so much. I need to do what I want and live how I want without taking others into consideration, because its not their life. Its mine.
Others having no problem disregarding me, so how come I've had such a difficult time disregarding them?
Well, thats over with.
From now on, I dont care; Im just out to have a good time.