I have been blessed with something so beautiful its hard not to believe in a higher power. She is my miracle. A look at her reveals everything I want and need in life. She is my present and future and the air I breath. I have been reborn. From woman to mother. I have traveled to many places and have never seen anything so perfect in my life. I am crying tears of joy just because I know that she is mine. That my life has changed and it will only get better. Sleepless nights have never been so enjoyable. I would change any numbers of diapers if it meant having my finger squeezed between hers. I have never been so desperate to see the color of someones eyes or more proud to see what looks like a smile.
Nothing can ever prepare someone for motherhood. Its an impossible feeling to describe. But its the most gratifying feeling in the world. |