I have been blessed with something so beautiful its hard not to believe in a higher power. She is my miracle. A look at her reveals everything I want and need in life. She is my present and future and the air I breath. I have been reborn. From woman to mother. I have traveled to many places and have never seen anything so perfect in my life. I am crying tears of joy just because I know that she is mine. That my life has changed and it will only get better. Sleepless nights have never been so enjoyable. I would change any numbers of diapers if it meant having my finger squeezed between hers. I have never been so desperate to see the color of someones eyes or more proud to see what looks like a smile.
Nothing can ever prepare someone for motherhood. Its an impossible feeling to describe. But its the most gratifying feeling in the world. |
The creation and birth of life is one of those things that let you know that we're apart of something bigger than ourselves.
The definition is different for each of us, but it's one and the same.
-S